Chapter 3
C had just walked out of the door with B when he hears B ask:
”-Hey... Hmm... Could I... walk with you for a while? I dont feel very safe after... you know...
-Of course! I should have offered earlier! Just... don’t we kinda live in opposite directions?
-Yaaa... Umm... Could I... sleep at your house tonight? If you and your parents are ok with it of course!
-Well my parents are currently on a business trip so they don't need to know but what about your parents?
-They don’t really care... As long as I bring back good grades and stay out of their sight.
-Im sorry to hear that... You’re welcome at my place any day!
-Thanks.”
C gently takes B’s hand as they start walking back to C’s home.
Half an hour of transport later, B and C finally arrived at C’s apartment. C tells B to make himself comfortable.
“-You hungry? I can cook us something if you’d like.
-No thank you. After today, I just wana go to sleep.
-Ok well you can take the bed and I’ll go to the couch.
-No! You have the bed.
-Come on. After this day, you need a good rest.
-I mean... I dont know how you feel about this but if you ok with it we can sleep together? Like in your bed?
-Oh! I mean are you sure thats ok?
-Ya. Dont worry. I’ve slept with friends before...
-Ok then perfect... Hmm... You have something to sleep with?
-Well not really. Do you mind if I sleep in underwear?
-No... Thats good with me. I usually do too. Do you mind?
-Naa.
-Ok then... Lets go to bed I guess.”
They moved to the bedroom. While B was undressing, C kept glancing at him... admiring his not too strong yet impressive muscles. They both got into the bed, akwardly laying next to each other. C spoke up.
“-Hey can I ask you something a bit personnel?
-Sure
-This morning when you got... you know...
-Raped?”
They both shivered at the word.
“-Ya... Hmm... So was that your first sexual experience?
-Oh wow. That is kinda personnel.
-Im sorry I shouldn’t have.
-No its fine. I trust you. Hmm... Ya... It was... I wouldn't really call it a sexual experience as I was kinda being forced into it but ya...
-Oh! Im so sorry. I wish you had had a better first time. You know?
-Ya... Do you mind if I ask if you’ve had one?
-Nope. I kinda wish but no.
-And do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend you would like to it with?
-Well I am in love with someone but their already in a couple...
-Aww. Thats a shame. To be honest... I think I dont really love E anymore.
-REALLY? I mean like... as in, really?
-Ya... I feel like I’ve just been a tool to them. A checkbox in their to do list to say their in a couple...
-I get it...”
Silence.
“-Completely unrelated but can I tell you something B?
-Mhh?
-I... I think I... I love you.
-Oh... Hmm... Ok...
-Im sorry... This is really awkward now.
-No its fine, I dont mind it.
-Really?
-Ya really. You a nice guy and stuff.”
B turns towards C and C turns around to face B. B is smilling. A slightly malicious glint in his eyes.
“-Completely unrelated but can I tell you something C?
-Mhh?
-I... I think ... I think I love you too.”
C and B look at each other for a few seconds. C’s mind was racing. Was he really in love with him? Should he say something? Why was B looking at him like that? Should he do something? In a sudden burst of energy, B grabed C’s face in his hands and kissed C. A long endless kiss. C’s heart exploded with joy. This moment he had awaited his whole life had finaly happenned! He wanted it to last for ever. C withdrew a few seconds to ask a question.
“-B?
-Yes C?
-Do you want to experience a real first time with me?
-I would love too."